Soo.. my Breakaway got shipped out yesterday. I am sooo excited. However I really need to make him some clothes because he has nothing and I hardly have enough to cover the one body I do have. I really also need to sit down and make out character sheets for him and Kal and Malice. And Gaara is a bit already done.

I also have a lot of watercolors that can be put up here. I went through a tough few weeks and a few good watercolors came out of it. Boys are stupid and I think things are now ok between me and dude. However there are soo many things I would like to tell him..like how much he has made me cry over the last year and that i seriously would have done anything for him. And I don't see any other girl out there going out of their way for him. he never once made me feel good about myself but I put up with it because it seemed like things were getting better. Like he was finally going to class and he seemed to care a bit more about his education and not just play WOW 24/7. I really thought it was getting better. and I thought and other people thought he liked me. I thought I had a chance. But I think what it just comes down to is I am just like a bigger version of one of his exes. Maybe not. He didnt even give me a reason, which I think is bullshit. so I have no clue why I wasn't good enough for him. I just wished he knew what he was missing out on. I would have done anything for him.

ok enough depressing stuff....My Breakaway is coming!!